Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Deja Vu ?

If I see you, five years from now…will I remember u?
Will I be able to recognize u from across the room?
Will be able to come up to u and say…”Hey! Remember me?”

Ur memories will be long gone…I’ve faced this quite a lot of times before…we make promises, to keep in touch…but it never comes through….

Lookin back, I can remember myself attesting…”no, we are not like all the others! We WILL meet in the future, lets decide now…where…in ten years time…when all our bachelor degrees will be done?”….but its time for me to accept the gradual decrease of contact, the breaking of the strings…slowly being stretched beyond its limit… when you know…there are just a few moments before it breaks down and gives in to this force being pressed upon it.

These few moments transcend into months in actuality, but the concept is the same isn’t it?

I’ve got photographs up on my wall, makin me remember and relive those moments in my head…but that’s just because the present has nothing to offer me….

That’s why I guess, I don’t blame anyone….because if the presence was captivating for me as it is for you…maybe I also wouldn’t bother… meandering in the past…

That’s the bottom line…isn’t it?